"You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole and convinced yourself that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore." - Nelly, 17 and a survivor.
"Don’t feel sad on someone who gave up on you, feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would have never given up on them.”
Unknown.
Anonymous asked: 64, 102, 104, 106?

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

I got my first kiss when I was almost 15. It was in an amusement park and it was with a person I loved. 

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

I’m sorry for kissing him but he’s here and you aren’t.

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Already answered. 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Already answered. 

Anonymous asked: 18, 22, 36, 38, 51, 70, 96, 150. ♥

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

Yes, I do. 

22. Where would you like to travel?

USA. But I’m happy to turn this dream into reality next summer.

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Already answered. 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Okay. He should be able to handle me. And if you think that’s easy, then you don’t know me. 

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

I used to, but I don’t have the wish to be someone else anymore. I’m perfect the way I am. 

70. Names of your best friends? 

Özlem, Jannis, Louisa, Tomke, Hannah, Lani, Hang, Janina. These are the persons I love to surround myself with. 

96. Favourite actress?

Mhh, though one. I love Shay Mitchell. 

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? 

"Doch erst als er die Augen wieder öffnete, Totos Kläffen hörte und Oscar sah, der wild gestikulierend neben ihm kniete, wurde Noah langsam bewusst, dass er selbst es gewesen war, der lauthals um Hilfe geschrien hatte, während er mit der Geisterbahn in den Keller seiner Erinnerungen gerast war.”

Anonymous asked: 75. 95. 100. 119. 108. 148. 147. 142.

75. Favourite animal?

Dolphins! Since I’ve been a little girl. 

95. Last movie you watched?

27 Dresses. Never gets old. 

100. How are you feeling?

I’m feeling perfect today. Today’s evening I will go out with some friends, we will eat something at the restaurant and after that we’ll watch a movie in the cinema. Today is my last day in school and then I’ll have vacation, my life is pretty damn well at the moment.

119. Favourite book?

The Fault In Our Stars. Still. 

108. What should you be doing?

I should go and take a shower, my friend will be here in about an hour. Damn you, tumblr! 

148. What’s your favourite quote?

"Wir sind die Summe unserer Taten."

147. Mars or Snickers?

Snickers, Snickers, Snickers! Because you’re not you when you’re hungry. 

142. Favourite month?

Lovely and cold december. 

Anonymous asked: 91

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Mhh, I like that question. Hell, yes! 

Anonymous asked: 104,106 ;)

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

I’m over missing people that don’t miss me back. 

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Way too often, I guess. Something I’m not proud of, but I used to be shitty in all this relationship-stuff. I prefer loving secretly and writing about it. 

Anonymous asked: 1,36,41 :)

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

Tomke. Well.. I grabbed her hand, to be honest. Does that count?

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Already answered. 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

I do believe that people can change. But it depends on how many scars that person left on me. If I know that a certain person is no good, I stay the hell away. I’m not self-destructive. 

givemeaguitar asked: 36

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Kinda funny that you’re the one asking this question. Apparently, yes. 

Anonymous asked: 9,17,47

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

There’s no reason anyone should feel uncomfortable talking about it. If you’re not even able to talk about it, you’re sure as hell not ready to have it. I’m still a virgin. 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Yes. I often look out of the window, up to the stars and then I get an awkward feeling. Like there’s someone, somewhere out there, watching us just as we’re watching them. 

47. Have you ever been high?

I’ve been a lot but.. I’m embarrassing enough, I don’t need to get high. 

I got so many messages with numbers and I wanted to thank you guys for that. You seem to know that I love to answer such questions and this is a shout out to the best followers ever. Please don’t feel spammed by all the answers I’m now about to give. 

"My heart is an unmade bed; it might look messy, but I swear it’s a safe place to rest.”
Moriah Pearson.
"I stopped looking for the light. Decided to become it instead.”
Francheska, of ‘Hey Fran Hey’.
"Ask me. I’m going to be honest.”
— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
21. What are you bad habits?
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
57. Favourite food?
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching TV right now?
70. Names of your best friends?
71. Craving something? What?
72. What colour are your towels?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
75. Favourite animal?
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite TV show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
128. Would you change your name?
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
131. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? 
"I wanted to be a writer, that’s all. I wanted to write about it all. Everything that happens in a moment. The way the flowers looked when you carried them in your arms. This towel, how it smells, how it feels. This thread. All our feelings, yours and mine. The history of it, who we once were. Everything in the world. Everything all mixed up, like it’s all mixed up now.”
Michael Cunningham, The Hours.
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