I remember thinking I had to have you or I’d die. 

I remember thinking I had to have you or I’d die. 


"You won’t do our things with another girl, or say the same things, will you?"
Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms.

I mean, how can you keep all this inside you and not say anything? (Rain Man - 1988). 


"If you don’t get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don’t want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can’t hold on to it forever."
Dan Millman, Way of the Peaceful Warrior: A Book That Changes Lives.


"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."
N’tima.

I remember all the laughs we shared, all jokes you planned to make me smile. I remember all the hugs, all the breaks in school we spend with talking to each other. I never forgot that guy who used to be my best friend. I know that it’s been a long time, I know that you’ve been in love with me. I know that I shattered down everything we were. But back then, we were kids who couldn’t know it better. And now -after almost seven years- I want to see what your life is like. With what kind of things you’re struggeling with. I want to see, who you’ve become. I want to see if there’s still a part in you that reminds me of the guy who meant so much to me.

I remember all the laughs we shared, all jokes you planned to make me smile. I remember all the hugs, all the breaks in school we spend with talking to each other. I never forgot that guy who used to be my best friend. I know that it’s been a long time, I know that you’ve been in love with me. I know that I shattered down everything we were. But back then, we were kids who couldn’t know it better. And now -after almost seven years- I want to see what your life is like. With what kind of things you’re struggeling with. I want to see, who you’ve become. I want to see if there’s still a part in you that reminds me of the guy who meant so much to me.


"Before I write down one word, I have to have the character in my mind through and through. I must penetrate into the last wrinkle of his soul."
Henrik Ibsen.


"You never realize the holes a person leaves behind until you fall into them."
Neal Shusterman, The Dark Side of Nowhere.

"How long the night seems to one kept awake by pain."
Bernard Joseph Saurin.


"Im not sure where I want to go- or who I want to be. All I know is that in 10 years from now, I hope that I am happy."
Paige Romero.

#v.

Ich red’ mir dann jetzt mal ein, dass es mich nicht stört, dass wir kaum noch miteinander reden. Okay? Gut.
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